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Thursday, October 9, 2008;

Hey:) very long no update liao...
Busy with exams...

Haha i got two new addition to my family Coke and Pepsi (hamsters) :)
They very cute and chubby...
I will put in some pictures for u guys to see

Good luck for tomoro last paper :)

BYEEEEEEE!!!!

I love you God ~ 8:35 PM

Thursday, October 2, 2008;

HAISSSSS............ EXAMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So busy sia.....keep studying
At least today my family did not give any problem at all :)
Today is CG day haha and its Hong Jie first time chairing and i thought that he did a good job :)

Hmmmmm.....nothing interesting happen today in school leis?
Leon broke his spec(HAHA)
Jojo new nick is polar bear
And i lost Mini panda man :(
Oh ya today during maths lesson we played a game, called errrr who can ahhhhhhhhhhhh the longest :)
Timothy is a noob at this game
Hong jie is the champion (HAO LIAN)
And Xiao ming used china method lol

thats all:)
TOMORROW IS PRAYER MEET LETS SEEK GOD THERE

And for all the schools(JIA YOS)

I love you God ~ 9:09 PM

Wednesday, October 1, 2008;

Its Hari Raya today and its holiday!!!!!

I slept till about......11am :)
The day start of per normal until my mum wants us to do our homework.......(sians)

While we were doing our work,my mum was busy cooking in the kitchen(cooking her Ai Xin Can)
cause its been so long since we sit down together and eat as a family.
and my mum REALLY wan us to enjoy even though the food may be simple it really meant alot to me
(she even burnt her hand while cooking)

BUT ALL DID NOT GO WELL.....because my older bro have to spoil everthing
he start showing tantrums as he could not play the com and while me my bro and my mum were eating
he was reading a book in the living room
and after we eat finish, then he starts to eat , and by the time he eat finish the food was COLD......

and while he was eating ,for no reason yo chuen starts to show attitude and start a arguement between he and my older bro.....

I couldnt take it so i went out of the house and go meet my CG
We were playing basketball together :)

After that i want home to get change as my mum wants to bring us out for dinner.
We went to east coast park to eat CRAB hahaha :)

We really enjoy ourselves we even went cycling....
But den the stupid,dumb,retarded yo chuen wanna hao lian he's so called drift and make the both of us fall.....(RETARD ACT)

Well thats all and by the way thank you Rui Yong for the chicken essence and the card :)

oh and by the way i will be uploading photos of (THE JOURNEY OF MINI PANDA MAN)

I love you God ~ 10:54 PM

Monday, September 29, 2008;

............I hate my life.................I feel so lonely.............Why must this happen to me!!!!!

I woke up in the morning,getting ready to go to school.
Reacieve a msg from Hong Jie,saying that he just woke up(sian cannot outreach)
Dont feel like going to school after reading the msg....and to make matters worst.
My very irritating brother dont want to go to school(I HATE HIM)!!!!!!!!!!!
My mum have to shout and shout and shout!!!!!!!!!!!
But still he did not go to school...
He's making my mum sicker and sicker....
I was so angry that i use my keyboard to wack him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

He still did not go to school...........................
I was force to call my Dad(who isnt living with us due to a fued that last for 5 years already)...
My mum dont want me to call my dad cause the last time i call him,he was drunk and he wack my mum...
But i was forced to..........i kept crying and crying dunno what to do...(why must this happen to me)
I felt very stressed,exams are coming,and my father has told me before that while he is not staying with us, he wants me to be in charge.......i felt so stressed at that moment.....
And to make matters worst my mum said that she wants to divorce with my dad....
I kept shouting I DONT WANT!!!!!!I DONT WANT !!!!!!!!!! I DONT WANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(I really dont want to see my parents to divorce)
AND ALL THIS HAPPEN BECAUSE SOMEONE DOESNT WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I really dont know what to do.....

So i turned to GOD......
I went out of the house and sat at the block next door.....
I kept praying and praying that he will give me a solution.....
After praying i really felt better....

The rest of day i felt more peaceful.....

I REALLY WANT SOMEONE TO LOVE ME,TO CARE FOR ME.
Because until now nobody really care for me........

I love you God ~ 11:08 PM